First I just wanted to say HELLO to Nitro and his awesome and well needed posts.
It was brought up, is it strange that your jealous because someone was let go of there job? I responded with a resounding no. It's not strange at all. You see most people are miserable at there jobs and I'm one of them. People are quick to say, "so change it!" Well I did! About 3 to 4 times in the last year alone! Don't get me wrong first and foremost I am very blessed that I can land a job so quickly sometimes BUT its always a double edge sword. Every situation I was placed in or rather put myself in has been so unsatifying and depressing that you're just at a loss for words. In fact in one job I was attacked in the basement by a fellow employee.
My current job is psychotic on every level and the owner will not pay me on the salary that was agreed upon. Hey, I can't just walk out and say eff it....Not just yet. My mom is my dependant and I'm basically head of household. So my moves have to be thought out a bit.
The point is what's my next move? It's amazing that Nitro posted this last night because I was just sitting reading something yet at the same time thinking about what the hell am I going to do to shake things up. I want so desparately to ignite my life. Nitro's post was inspiring and heartfelt.
I have to think hard and just make something happen. I know for a fact that this isnt it for me, there is something more to this crazy life and I have to be the one to make it happen.
No wod this morning. I was sleeping so hard and heavily that I barely remember touching my phone to shut off the first alarm. I haven't felt or slept like that in quite some time. I scraped up a little cash and I'll be doing an Oly session tonight with Valentine.