Friday, July 6, 2012

Amanda M...Day 161

Hey all,

Had a really rough day yesterday. Got into a mini-fight with a good friend over something really stupid and it really put a damper on my mood. I am a pacifist at heart, I don't like drama, I don't like fighting. Shit was said to me that made me question a lot about my life and it made me wake up and realize what and who was really important to me and deserved my time and attention.

Found another weight loss competition online through this blog Ben Does Life...look him up on youtube, his story is awesome. He lost 115lbs in 7 months, went from barely running to completing multiple marathons and an Ironman. The extra motivation will be nice. And I'll be competing against people from all over the US which is kind of fun.

Didn't go to the gym last night. I was moping around the house like a loser and the workout just didn't appeal to me and I knew I would half ass it anyways. I will be going tonight because clean and jerks are my favorite....

Have a good day guys and gals


  1. Man, you sound so down! Everything happens for a reason though so maybe this mini fight has a little something good that came with it. Chin up Maurer, and kick ass tonight!

    1. Good memory- I have 17 days until the b-day, do you think I can lose another 5 lbs by then? Meeting with Jay was good- down a total of 15 lbs. of course my first thought was "I wish I did better..."

    2. If you want 5lbs then you'll get it. All it takes is the committment to try!! I know you can do it :-)